January 2012
9 posts
a to-do list.
food things i hope to accomplish this year:
- volunteer at a farm.
- starting having weekly cooking nights with friends.
- learn more about butchering.
- buying more local produce & meats.
- split a CSA box with someone.
- host a class on hourschool about food stuffs.
- read more about the food industry and become more educated.
- possibly get a plot at a community garden.
it feels good to have washed my hands of you. i deserve better. i’m not going to call anymore. you don’t care. you forget to call. you forget we have plans. you don’t listen. i call that being a shitty friend, and i don’t need any of those in my life. i’m done.
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December 2011
5 posts
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one hundred.
these are one hundred facts about me from 1/5/2007 from a livejournal post. i’ve deleted the ones that are no long relevant.
1. i was named after my grandfather alvin and grandmother azalea. i never knew either one of them. 2. i’m constantly restless. 3. i have an amazing cat named salad. 6. i spend entirely too much time on flickr. 7. i have a weakness for outdoor supplies (ie -...
November 2011
11 posts
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disappointment.
i hate coming to the realization that this “thing” i’m doing with the cute boy might be fizzling out. we lost our momentum. our schedules are crazy and he lives 30 minutes outside of town. if we really wanted to make it work, it would. it’s not from a lack of trying on my part. so many arrows point to no, to just give up, but for some reason i’m just not ready yet....
The Trouble With ‘It Just Happened’ →
uncharted territory.
i may be making the worst decision or best decision right now, but to be honest i’m not really thinking with my brain. it’s all foggy. i’m in a state of disbelief and just doing what seems to feel right. my brain is telling me this is a bad idea, but when was anything dealing with your heart or feelings a good idea? caution is key, right? i’m just trying to find my sea legs...
“electronic communities build nothing. you wind up with nothing. we are dancing...”
– “a man without a country” - kurt vonnegut
October 2011
4 posts
cute boy, why must you live all the way out at the lake? this girl needs a cuddle and that’s just too far after having this many beers.
September 2011
11 posts
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August 2011
2 posts
July 2011
8 posts
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my heart fills full.
my heart feels crushed at the same time. love is evil. love is kind. love is the best feeling in the world. i wish i could love and be loved by the one boy that i feel is my soulmate but we live 1500 miles apart. this crushes my heart.
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May the wind be always at your back And the sunshine warm upon your face May the rains fall soft upon your field Until the day we meet again And the roof that hangs over your head Find you shelter from the storm Before the devil knows you’re dead May you be in heaven my friend May good luck find you at your worst And back luck lose you at your best May your days be rich and full of wealth...
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a new outlook.
tomorrow i am doing something that might be a very bad idea. however, i plan to say some things i should have said back in january. i am trying to lead a life with no regrets. we’ll see how this plan of mine turns out.
