i may be making the worst decision or best decision right now, but to be honest i’m not really thinking with my brain. it’s all foggy. i’m in a state of disbelief and just doing what seems to feel right. my brain is telling me this is a bad idea, but when was anything dealing with your heart or feelings a good idea? caution is key, right? i’m just trying to find my sea legs right now. these are uncharted territories and he might be the right person to sail these waters.